I miss you

I've missed you. Really, I have.

While laying around doing absolutely nothing, my dearest significant other said, "sayang, you should start a blog." Helloo...I do have one, I just don't remember my password!

So today, after much effort of tinkering about, I finally broke the code! And I'm back in here, writing a post. So who cares if I'm the only one who reads what I write. This is, after all, my cathartic avenue. The realm in which I rant and vent. Although I have every intention of forcing it down the throat of my dearest bffs -  to come in here and read my nonsensical writings. *evil laughter....*

Life has not changed much since I last wrote in here. Well, it has but at the same time it hasn't. Do I make sense? I am still happily married to my soul mate, still a contented mother of 3 and am just as grateful to Him for all the blessings in my life. Not just the ups, the downs as well. The downs have a way of lifting you up somehow you know..

This year God willing, my dearest and I will celebrate our 25th year of being married. Our eldest will turn 21 right about the same time. Our no 2 is growing into a confident and talented young man and our precious littlest who is not so little anymore will turn into a teenager. Oh God, that was unnecessary...makes me feel old.

Indeed, life is good. Tough as it may be some days. But good. For everyday that I am still able to breathe the air around me, and see the colors around me, the love and laughter, the tears and sorrow, life is still good. For that I thank you dear Allah...and I make a silent prayer inside, that I may be granted good health, the strength and will to go on, come what may. Becos as recent events have shown, you just never know...